July 28.......

Three years ago today, should have been my due date with Emma. In everything that I have done to help myself heal over the past 3 1/2 years this is still a day that stings. I guess I have learned alot about myself, about life, about being a parent over these 3 years. Still I think that Emma has taught me the biggest lessons about love. I love you sweet Emma Jean. This day 3 years ago was the day when I think I started to heal. Today I thought I would post a poem I wrote for her on that day....





Here we are

we have made it to this day

a few months ago

I thought

it would never come

yet here we are

you in your place

in Heaven

me in my place

on Earth

I held you

for awhile in my body

I will hold you

forever in my heart

regardless of how

mommy wants it to be

no matter how much it hurts

this is it

this is where we are

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